Last summer I was told that I would re-create myself and whilst I had been through many changes over the two years since loosing my husband,this next phase is very different. Last October an intense period of transformation began. I was simply drawn to one treatment after another, one spiritual experience, one shift of old patterns, one letting go of ideas and expectations after another. A Sweat Lodge, playing the Transformation Game, card readings, everything came in such perfect timing. Alternative treatments from various therapists and a range of visitors to the Retreat that I run, each brought me lessons as I was gently guided to the new me. Reiki and my new interest in painting is playing a key role in promoting and supporting these changes.
So what will you see differently about me and what has this got to do with transforming the planet???
After 39 years of being a tom boy rebel and person who denied her musicality because of old family patterns, I have come out joyfully playing the saxophone, singing unaccompanied songs and looking very feminine. There has been a shift in my relationship with my father who has cancer. I had to confront him firmly but from a loving place, then do further work on myself to heal the past. He had been dismissive of things that I do including Reiki and my new saxophone but this week-end he had a treatment for the very first time and joined me in playing music!
And what has this got to do with the Planet?
Well most of us have got, that the time has come for some major shifts in how we as human beings function on this planet. We are all keen to sort other people out but, we really must do work on ourselves first. Each one of us needs to transform- to transcend our current limited thinking. We may never be fully healed but nowadays there are so many routes to our healing that you simply fall over the possibilities once you decide to make that journey. There is some urgency here- so, please I’d like to encourage you, keep working on yourself. It is hard work. You will need to clear space, time and commit yourself fully but the grace that makes this possible once you have committed is amazing and the outcomes can feel like mini miracles bringing joy to yourself and those around you.
So it is no surprise that Snowdonia Retreat is offering many possible routes to help you in this quest.If you are drawn to join me in this important task we have, I will be delighted to share your journey.